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  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 12/10/2021

  MrsQ commented on the discussion Abusive relationship.

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  Feb 17- my bday and lent

  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 02/17/2021

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  Today is ash Wednesday so I managed to not focus on my birthday and on that, also Viola the winter storm who has shook Texas is in town. None the less the 3 year streak of numb disaster continues. I don't feel as depressed as I have before due to just being use to all this is but I got agitated as the day went on. Perhaps it's because I want to see some mean things to my spouse or perhaps it's his coldness that has pushed me to the limit today...either way, I'm struggling with frustration and...

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  It snowed today

  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 02/16/2021

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  Any moments that should create memories do not. Instead these moments just remind me of what use to be and how hollow out marriage is now. The shock of the way our marriage has transformed to just strangers hanging out hasn't left me yet and I always want to cry about it, at least 3 times a week, or I actually do cry about it, one a week. Again....how and why are we here...will it stay like this always. There are moments when I want to fight him or just yell at him and but for what.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 01/23/2021

  MrsQ became friends with Gonefornow.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/23/2021

  MrsQ became friends with Gonefornow.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 01/23/2021

  MrsQ joined the group Breakups & Divorce.

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  Weeping

  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 01/23/2021

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  Today was not good, created regrets and feeling guilt. I broke my own heart and now his usual treatment feels magnified. Today inhave realized that physical contact is dead to me, it does nothing for me anymore it's been officially ruined. Why is a such a dick to me, why does he hate me so much. Why does he work against out marriage and not for it, after all this was his idea to get married so fast. I cant stop crying today and I want to cut. I wont but I really want too. I want to feel that...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/18/2021

  MrsQ became friends with Crazy4StayingSoLong.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/18/2021

  MrsQ became friends with Crazy4StayingSoLong.

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  Posted: 01/18/2021

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• Infidelity
  

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  Posted: 01/18/2021

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  How did I get to this point

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  Posted: 01/18/2021

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  I've over shopped today for things I dont need in order to fill a void. I'm in a strange place. I'm not completely miserable but not happy at all. My parents are not well and I'm worried, My husband hates me, I am suspicious of my mil and the moment she messages me I think "what does this fraud want", I tried to meet male suitors only to find out that it is even more uncomfortable than before and at the end of it they still want something, like food...this one clown keeps asking me for things,...

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  I lied

  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 01/09/2018

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  I semi called in to work today. I never have the guts to call in because I don' like to lie about it but today after yesterday I just wanted to let in bed a little. I may even make it the while day and go to Michael's or hobby lobby at 4 and then drive back to make it look like I went in. Why am I doing all this? Well I hate driving to work it' so far, I hate the stupid things they end up doing there are 2 or 3 ladies I wanna avoid and we have a meeting today that I am just not interested in...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: MrsQ

  Posted: 01/09/2018

  MrsQ joined the group Women venting anger...