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  Hello

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  Last Reply: 1is2many 11/23/2023

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  I tried to post other day, and after venting my whole situation, the thing would not post and kept saying "error". I have not been on here lately. I can say that I hit the 2 year sober ( 2 1/2 now) on July 4th. I wish it was some profound willpower, or doing the steps and work, but really it was watching my brother die from liver failure at 42. I don't want to return to drinking. I see pictures of myself few years ago, and I look like alcohol has hold of me. The light was gone. I am sober...

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  Posted: 11/06/2023

  PinkArzora commented on the discussion Kicking a dog when it’s down.

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  Posted: 11/30/2022

  PinkArzora commented on the discussion Catfish drama.

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  Catfish drama

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  Last Reply: GirlinCalif 12/04/2022

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  Hello all! Happy turkey day!So,I am 47, and after being deeply unhappy in my marriage, divorced my husband after 24 years.Neither of us has a future, any savings, retirement. We leave our children debt. I take care of my 78 year old father who is partially paralyzed after a stroke, and am treated like an annoyance they endure to get the perks of meals made. I feel unloved. I feel like my own children are hostile. I feel emotionally abused by him, as he is a war refugee w PTSD and thrives on...

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  Posted: 11/24/2022

  PinkArzora commented on the discussion Another year.

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  Celebrity Delusion

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  Last Reply: GirlinCalif 02/25/2022

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  Good morning! I am not able to sleep at this 5am hour spun out over thoughts of being catfished through Facebook, mixed in with thoughts of "what is wrong with me? Why won't my brain shut up about this? Should i have pulled the pin and thrown the grenade?"I filed for divorce after months of being swept up in a delusion I was running away with Brad Pitt. I know. Just look at my words there. Ugh.Anyway... My marriage, a relationship of 24 years now, has had some dark moments lately. He has ptsd...

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  Posted: 02/24/2022

  PinkArzora commented on the discussion Catfished.

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  Posted: 02/01/2022

  PinkArzora liked Shiney's journal This is Bee.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/31/2022

  PinkArzora commented on the discussion Catfished.

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  Posted: 01/29/2022

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  Catfished

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  Last Reply: HotCzech 02/25/2022

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  Greetings! It is 5am here in Michigan, also wickedly cold. My marriage has struggled and my husband has ptsd and is a war refugee and he lives to fight with me about everything. Couple months ago a celebrity liked some stuff on my FB page. It was a person who used a photo, not him. It was flattering to get attention from "maybe it IS him!" And i made some comment on his real page. Suddenly i had dozens of trolls pretending to be this celebrity messaging and sending friend requests and then...

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  Posted: 01/18/2022

  PinkArzora commented on the discussion Reality.

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  Posted: 01/16/2022

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  Reality

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  Last Reply: nomo 01/19/2022

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  Hello! It is I, the hot mess from Michigan.I am having a full blown mid-life crisis i think. My brother died a few months ago, who was in liver failure from alcohol, and his life ending at 42 has shook me deeply. I feel like i owe it to him to never pick up another drink. He disappeared, leaving 2 special needs boys behind, and also the responsibility to help care for our father who had a stroke.I fell into some online thing with a man that texts me. I can't handle constantly fighting with my...