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I had a fairly "normal" childhood (at least I think so) and grew up involved in church but as a teenager I made the choice that I wanted to do things my way. Well, that didn't really work out...not...

I think I'm the only person who can watch people donating blood and be nearly in tears because I can't be one of those people.  I want to donate blood, have wanted to since before I was old enough...

Hey, Happy February 1!  Wow, were did the time go?!  Seriously.  I'm so totally all over the place mentally but I'm okay at the moment.  I'm not sure...I think I might've taken my prozac twice...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=gqantZJ6WwM  short inspirational video...enjoy

Feeling more stable at the moment.  Still not as good as I was but better.  Thank you for the prayers to Nan and anyone else that prayed, and thank you God.  I took it easy yesterday, got my...

My psychiatrist says I have PMDD...i think that means premenstral dysphoric disorder or something like that.  She said to keep doing what I'm doing, speaking positive thoughts, reminding myself it...

It's all happeneing again.  I'm trying to stop it and think positive and to remind myself that this is temporary but it's not helping.  I'm trying to look to God and all the things that bring me...

It's like 2:40am and I haven't been able to wind down.  My moods have been shifting in the last hour or two and I'm feeling worn down and depressed and like cutting.  I don't want to...I feel like...

It's 11:53pm and I'm writing here, just finished blogging, reading, and am still procrastinating.  Hehe.  I think I might be the world's best procrastinator....seriously.  That aside, I'm wide...

So I haven't been able to write anything else in my new blog yet but I did work on updating my profile some.  I just need to figure out a little better how I want to go about my writing at my...

I should be asleep...but I'm not...yet.  Found my old blog http://staystronglivelong.blogspot.com/ which created a lot of mixed emotions..good, bad, happy, and sad.  I'm dissappointed to see that a...

God, grant me the serenityTo accept the things I cannot changeCourage to change the things I canAnd the wisdom to know the difference  I'm having a good day as are most of my days lately.  Praise...

Still doing quite well.  Still at my parents though was home at my apartment for a short time today...errr...I guess yesterday now.  It's just after 1am.  I am winding down for bed...hopefully. ...

opps..haha...updated my goals and hit save without writting my entry.   I didn't end up going to the movie.  :(  By the time I woke up and had my meds and something to eat I didn't have enough...

Wow, can't believe I didn't write yesterday...was such a fantastic day. Physio went well but was given more exercises then I was wanting...ah well...whatever it takes...but opps...I already messed...