It's 11:53pm and I'm writing here, just finished blogging, reading, and am still procrastinating.  Hehe.  I think I might be the world's best procrastinator....seriously.  That aside, I'm wide awake but super happy and excited!  Why?  I don't really know but I'm loving it.  I just feel so much in me right now and I want to give ***BIG HUGS*** to the everyone in the entire world.  I want to share, to give, to bless.  I want to live however I'm called to live, however that may be.  I want God to fill me up until I"m overflowing...which is pretty much how I feel now, so that I can share that feeling with others.   I mentioned a blog the other day, not mine but the one that inspired me to start mine, http://www.messythrillinglife.blogspot.com/ and while reading it I am filled with thiss joy and know that God is speaking to me through this person's blog.  I laugh, I cry, I feel inspired, so many thoughts and emotions go through me while reading that it makes this better then any book (fiction or non) that I have ever read.  One of the comments on one of the entries mentioned her entry for May 4, 2006.  I scrolled through pages of her entries to find that one.  I was on a quest.  I read a few entries on the way that really stood out for me but this entry from May 4 is phenomenol. http://messythrillinglife.blogspot.com/2006/05/reminding-debt-collector.html  Not every entry is about God, there's entries about her dog Millie, the food she made that day, the craft she made, something that happened, a thought, anything but the message in that particular entry is so exactly what I needed to hear.   What else happened today?  I woke up with a mild haedache but enough of one that justified using ibuprofen since I had to go to physio and get groceries.  No luck on physio being cancelled even though schools were.  I didn't feel like moving today, I didn't feel like going to physio and doing exercises.  Not today, not when I feel headachy, pms'y, and irritable.  God, please don't make me exercise today.  LOL.  I don't know if I actually prayed that or not but regardless He knew today a relaxing day was in order.  The phsyiotherapist didn't even suggest I do exercises today...in fact at the end of the session she instructed me NOT to do exercises today.  Huh?  Then she explained that my headaches are caused from stress and tension on the muscles, aches anywhere else in the body usually exercise is good for, but mine she said it's not.  It was just cause more stress and tension on the muscles which need to learn to relax.  So she concentrated today on physical manipulation and some stretching, heat, ultrasound, and accupuncture.  Yay!  But you know what....my muscles feel like they've had more of a workout from relaxing then they ever do from working out.  They spend so much time tensed up in my neck and upper back that trying to relax them is the real workout.  Hmmm.  Interesting eh?!   Picked up some groceries afterwards, just 10 items but it was enough.  Shockingly I will have to return one item...salad dressing I got from the organic section.  I got home and looked at the expiry date and it says 07/26/08...oh eight?!?  Is that for real or a typo, am I reading right, what year are we in?!  I had to call them and tell them to check the ones remaining on the shelf and I will be returning the salad dressing in the next few days.  Crazy!