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I can't get the new goal to update properly...it's 107 days...but I don't know if I'll make it to 108.  Am having a hard time. I'm not even settled in and I already want to move and/or just hide...

just an entry to register the new goal start date :)Goal >>>> 3 more mths SI free (no self injury)....that will put me back at 6 months by the end of 2010!

Been awhile again since I wrote.  I don't have internet access on my computer and so when I'm home am only using my roommates computer.  I don't really like spending too much time on it so I keep...

Am starting to feel like I'm slipping...and I'm not liking it.  It's 1:45am...and it's been an emotionally rollercoastery couple of days.  I think just hormones and the stress of moving and...

I'm moved in and been here for awhile now and I like it.  After that first night I still had to do a lot at my old apartment and so spent the remaining nights there and then a few nights at my...

Tonight is my first night in my new place.  I'm not sure how I feel.  Sad, really.  I know good things are in store but change is hard for me.  It's definitely quieter here and darker....good...

Things are going well...except it's hard packing up and getting ready to move...and knowing I'm leaving a great roommate and friend. But I know seasons change and God has great things in store for...

Doing good mostly.  My Uncle's funeral service is this Thursday which I'm a little bit anxious about.  I haven't seen a lot of my family that will be there in a long time and it might be packed. ...

Things have been going well for the most part.  There's a nasty cold virus going around though and I managed to catch it so dealing with that.  It's totally knocked me on my butt. Woke up with it...

Was in the hospital for a couple nights this past weekend.  Been trying to keep busy since I got out.  Haven't really been able to do much though.  I'm on a new med for sleep and it does work...

Things still aren't going well here.  I've been to the ER a couple times...once on the advice of my psychiatrist for admission but I was sent home both times...even after a couple OD's.  Guess it...

So things haven't been going so well after all. I won't know for a couple weeks if I can move into that apartment or not with that lady as it depends on her daughter and son-in-law.  They're looking...

Oh my goodness...I haven't been keeping up here at all.  I have been having a rough time and struggling with God but am starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel.  My roommate and I...

i don't know why...but i cut today...and burned...i don't have any good reason for it...i'm not even sure that I "felt" like it....I just did it... Oddly...I do know I "feel" like having a crap day...

been doing okay....tired now but for one reason or another i'm fighting sleep....even with the sleep meds.....i think it's because i finally have a day that doesn't matter if i sleep...no plans. ...