I'm at my parents and the change of scenery has definitely helped.  I've mostly just been relaxing and helping out here and there.  My first day here was a complete write off...I was just so sleepy and ended up napping.  I also realized that I got off track with my bible reading and I'm know the thoughts and urges and the crying were the enemy trying to bring me down.  As soon as I realized this the thoughts stopped and so did the crying for no reason and just the way I was feeling in general changed.  I'm trying to get on track with my reading again, not pushing it too hard but getting caught up a little at a time and making sure to Praise God even when I don't feel like it.  We need to praise Him even for the hard things and the things we don't like.   Supper is ready though now...and I'm hungry so gonna go and get some grub.