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Since I last wrote...hmmm...I ended up going back to bed.  I just couldn't fight the thoughts and stuff so laid down and slept a little bit.  Non-medicated so was up at suppertime.  I went out...

Well I was in bed about 1am...but boy did I ever sleep in.  It was after 12noon when I woke up.  Don't know why I'm so sleepy.  I never even heard the phone ring on 3 different occassions.   I...

I'm doing better then earlier when I wrote.  I ended up taking a dose of benedryl and sleeping.  It was only thing I knew that was safe.  Been up for awhile, had a good supper and caught up on...

I don't know what's wrong with me.  I don't know why I'm thinking and feeling the way I am.  Tomorrow marks 5 months of not cutting and I don't know if I can make it.  Right now I feel like I'd be...

Appointments went really well.  Except for the fact I was rushing to get to both of them.  I missed the bus I was planning to get on the way to both...but it worked out. Then I got to the first one...

Don't have much time to write as I need to leave shortly for my psychiatry appointment and I'm not really ready yet.   I've been reading the book The Shack and it's really helping me and giving me...

Saw my OT today.  We re-worked the goals a bit again.  I edited them here to reflect the changes.  I didn't realize it bothered me as much as it did that I didn't meet the goals.  It didn't until...

I don't remember much about writing the last entry.  I know shortly after I went and read and then fell asleep for quite awhile....which is why I'm still up now.  It's 1:30am. I'm feeling better...

I'm having a hard time fighting of the thoughts and the depression that is threatening to consume me and my every move.  I'm looking for inpiration and holding out hope that this won't always be a...

Hopefully this works...it's from To Write Love on Her Arms notes on facebook.  It's someone's submission to PostSecret and the written response below is TWLOHA's response.  There's some really...

I had a hard start to my day...just couldn't get moving, no energy, headachy but in the end I did get out and get a fair bit accomplished. First though I had to figure out what was wrong with the...

These fit so well they should be in a dictionary...        ADULT:A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. BEAUTY PARLOR:A place where women curl...

just got back from a walk with my roommate...we went to the grocery store and seperated ways for a few minutes.  In that time that we were seperated when I was at the grocery store it felt like...

watching the telethon again today slept okay last night...got up at more normal time...just before 10:30am....yesterday i didn't get up until after 1pm. i woke up and my hair is bludgeoned.....i...

I'm not really sure right now how I feel....I know one thing though...the fact I have the no cut/burn goal here and am just over a month from reaching the goal is the only thing right now keeping me...