Heidiclark
Status: Doing the best I can day to day
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- Some of you already know me from an accountability group, although most everyone has left and gone elsewhere. Even the founder of the group rarely posts anything so I think it's time for me to move on too. I didnt' know until just now that there...
- There's a saying that laughter is the best medicine. So wishing you all a day filled with laughs, chuckles, and mega-guffaws!!! :)
- I am blessed to have a wonderful son who just turned 14 yesterday, but I am also very stressed because he is flunking out of his private school. I try so hard to help him with homework and studying for tests but no matter how much I do for him it's...
- Sometimes you just have to tell your problems to go fuck themselves! Whose with me!?!?!?! Yeah!!!! Tell those troubles and worries where to go!!!!! Time to stop worrying and start living!!!!
- I am having a really hard time right now because of family issues and I can't believe I'm going through this without my drug! (food, that is, of course). It is an absolute miracle that I am not eating over this. Tonight I identified one of the...
- I am still getting used to the idea that I don't have to hold everything in any more and that I can come here to DS and vent when I need to . Well, now is one of those times. I am mad right now that I just feel like screaming. Back at the...
- Today has been weird. I slept most of the day, which is not unusual for me, although I don't like doing it. Tried to take a walk with my husband but only made it for about 20 minutes then was too tired to go on. I now have an accountability...
- I haven't been coming to this group, although I'm not sure why that is. I guess I was afraid I would get too triggered by other people's post maybe. But I do have very bad PTSD and depression. My trauma past was somewhat unusual. I had a lot of...
- After reading and commenting on other posts here what I realize above everything else that I need to do about my food addiction is that I need to FORGIVE MYSELF! That is what it missing in my life. I don't love myself and am very negative toward...
- I just had to share with everyone that I have had two random acts of kindness happen to me in the past two days. These may seem small, but they are big to me since the veil of depression is lifting and I can actually start to notice that there is...
- I am feeling a lot better than I've been for many many years so I am wanting to do more and keep busy. But I don't want to just be busy. I want to be productive and actually accomplish something. Yesterday I actually saw a help wanted at a gas...
- Well, I guess I tried to do more than I was really up for tonight and ended up having an angry outburst which I always feel bad about afterward. I feel like my son Josh just needs so so so much all the time because of his asperger's and it just...
- I have needed this group for a long time but was just too busy with my other issues in my other groups I guess. And I know that I need therapy for my depression and anger issues, but meanwhile I just want to say that I really hate it when I get mad...
- I realize that this isn't the Asperger's board and that maybe not everyone can understand what a big deal it is when a child with Asperger's tries something new, but I just had to share my joy and hope for my 13 year old son Josh with everyone by...
- I'm a terrible mom. I want to be a good mom but it's just too hard. I can't do this. I can't even take care of myself----how can I take care of a 13 year old child with Asperger's and ADHD. Someone should just take him from me and find him the...