Heidiclark
Status: Doing the best I can day to day
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- I've been in bed for the weekend and I can't really think at all right now. I just want it to end. I don't even want to have to stay around for my family any more. It just isn't worth it. I feel so worthless and lost. I can't even help my son with...
- Hi everyone- These past three days have been rough and today I didnt' hardly even help my son with his homework. He and his dad went out to get something to eat while I was in bed and now I am hoping to be able to shake this off when they get back....
- Tonight was tough although I think I'm starting to become more stable. I still find it very hard to talk about what I'm going through. I just know that I was reading my book----the third Hunger Games book----and it was talking a lot about the kinds...
- I havent' gotten any of my DS e-mail for about a week now. Does anyone have any idea what I can do about this? Do I contact the administrators of the DS web site and see if they can fix it? Sorry to those who are trying to talk to me but aren't...
- Even though the abuse ended when I was eight years old and I am almost 49 years old, I still feel violated by the man who ruined my life. Saturday night is a birthday dinner for him and not only am I NOT going but I feel like I want to boycott the...
- Just wanted to say that I am trying to post support and feedback to your posts here but it's not working. Wanted you all to at least know that I was here and am sharing in your joys and am sorry for those who are having a hard time. I hope this...
- I just wanted to thank the people who were so kind and supportive of me when I "came out" and named the type of abuse that happened to me. I am keeping copies of everyone's replies so that I can read then over often. I rarely talk about my abuse but...
- I'm not sure how people will react to this but I just want people to know the truth about me and about why I am the way I am. By that I mean, I am very sick and having a very hard time with just basic functioning. Anyway, I almost never come out...
- Just wanted people to know that there is a link between anemia and depression. If you're not sure if you're anemic or not but are struggling with low energy, difficulty focusing and other symptoms, please have your iron levels checked by your...
- I hope that people will be receptive to my doing my first step here at this site. I just got done doing an online meeting and listening to three podcasts and now feel properly ready to take step one. Luckily the third podcast was a live O.A....
- I just want to say that even though depression has returned I will not quit! I will continue to fight this thing with everything I have and will not let this illness rob me of hope, peace and joy in my life. I will not let depression get the best...
- I can't really explain why right now just that I am losing it right now.......
- I have been reading a Star Wars book that deal a lot with revenge and the need for justice. I am 48 years old and still suffer daily from the aftereffects of what was done to me as a child. You might think that by now I could or should be over it...
- Well, we're leaving in a few minutes to see my son's therapist for the first time in many years. It gives me a feeling of hope that I haven't felt in a long time. I know we don't really have the money for this, but right now I can't really worry...
- I really thought I was doing better. In fact I thought I was almost cured. I thought this summer I would be looking for work and keeping busy with my son. But now the beast has slammed me right back down to where I was before. I feel drained and...