Well, I guess I tried to do more than I was really up for tonight and ended up having an angry outburst which I always feel bad about afterward. I feel like my son Josh just needs so so so much all the time because of his asperger's and it just starts to feel like there's no end in site to it all. First he has way too much homework which is overwhelming all of us, second I am looking for grants to help pay for therapy and other treatments for him, and then there's just the day to day stress of him not having friends, having bad grades and constantly struggling at his school and then his social studies teacher says he's making paper airplanes in class although he denies it. That plus there's the stress of having my dad buy us this house we're living in and paying my son's tuition at his private school and my dad severely abused me as a child, so it's all really messed up as I guess you can tell.....and sorry I'm kind of rambling right now and it's late although I'm wide awake. Okay I'm done and thanks for listening to my rambling.....