Heidiclark
Status: Doing the best I can day to day
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- Hi, after being disabled for the past 22 years with depression and mental illness I am now finally starting to look for work both as a volunteer and payed employment. I have just now heard back from the volunteer coordinator for the hospice help...
- Today I am doing better than I was earlier this week and feel like I might be able to get something done. I hope our group isn't fizzling out. I know that I havne't been here constently either so I will have to work on that. Wishing everyone a...
- Gosh I hope our group isn't fizzling out. Maybe people are just too busy or belong to too many other groups at DS. I would like to see it continue if possible. Last weekend was really good and I got out and did a lot and got together with friends...
- Today I am planning on making spaghetti for dinner, although we're going to have it early so Tom can make it to his Makerspace meeting at 5:30. Also my mom will be visiting in the early afternoon and I will be getting the house ready to have Steve...
- Yesterday Josh told me he loved me! Wow, was that ever a nice surprise! I can't remember when he last said that to me----maybe never----I can't really remember. And things are going really well with my mom. She works on herself every day which is...
- Hello lovely ladies! We had a great weekend at the Makerspace fair where I felt like I had arrived at the true heart of geekdom itself! (lol). Tom and his groups were showing off their R2D2's and it was so neat to see the kids get excited about...
- Good morning everyone! Today and tomorrow Tom and are going to be at Makerspace fair where people show off unusual inventions and strange contraptions (well, maybe just unusual and strange in the eyes of people like myself, lol). I am really proud...
- Here at DS we often talk about how our depression can lie to us and make us feel bad about ourselves, leading to even worse depression. Can you think of some of the lies that your depression told you? Did you listen to it or did you challenge...
- Wow, I guess I'm not that only one who hasn't been here in a while! I hope everyone is doing well and are ready for the fall weather. Last weekend we went to an indoor waterpark and resort and had a lot of fun. I always like getting away. It...
- I hope no one minds if I start today's post. I often post late and then I doubt anyone gets to see it unless they are reading back posts. Anyway, today I finally started taking the iodine for my thyroid and it helped right away. I felt more energy...
- The thing about hiding from people who used to know me is that I dont' have to worry about them looking shocked and horrified when they see how much weight I have gained since the time I knew them. Well, there is an old friend who is very determined...
- I love all the Percy Jackson stuff and have read everything there is by this same author, but now I would like to find other stuff that is similar and just as well written. Any ideas? Also it doesn't have to be children's fantasy, it could also be...
- Hello ladies! I am thinking about Daisy today and her sadness about the death of her father. I hope she can find comfort with friends and family. Today I am making a doctor's appointment for myself (finally!) which is way overdue. I have a lot...
- Today I am going to have to push myself to reach out for support since I can feel the isolation pulling me back down and cutting me off from people. It's still really hard to get things done, but I keep trying. Wish I could do something nice for...
- Hi everyone. I just feel so down right now. I cut myself off from people and feel very isolated and alone. And I am always down on myself, feeling like a total failure. It's like no matter what I do it's not enough, it's not good enough and I...