Today is a good day! The AC got fixed in the middle of the night. I woke up freezing in the middle of the night with no covers. Anytime you can be cold in Phoenix in the summer it's a good day. I've decided not to let myself have these nervous breakdowns that I've been having because my son is dead. I don't think Jeff would enjoy them at all. He would not see them as fun. I can't control the weepy times, I know that. I cannot continue to loose it though. I've decided it's time to take control. I'll let you all know how I'm doing at this task.
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we all have those moments! those little breakdowns or anxiety attacks are probably more normal thatn we know. but you hang tough and do what is best for you .... hey maybe \"cowgirl up\" a couple of times. i love you so!! ..... charlayne
I am so glad to hear you say that. I don\'t believe we have control of our emotions all the time. But I do think we can try and control where they go. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy