ColleenF

I fired my mammogram people today. Very empowering! I made an ass out of myself but it was worth it. Twice while my boob was in the vise men who work at the radiology place walked into the room to...

Yesterday I did the hardest thing I've done in a very long time. I went to the funeral of a 1 month old baby. I gave mom the card with the DS info in it and I really hope she reaches out to us. The...

Today it happened again. Another mom lost her daughter. Kelly (mom) is a friend of my niece. I am hoping to meet with her soon and bring her here to you. My niece called me today and asked if I could...

I just read Teri's post about Barbara. I need to to take a step back for a moment to pray. Please join me.

Please stop stressing about the date. You all are so funny! I'm fine. Tonight is another kind of date. My son Jake is taking me to see Cheech & Chong. Yeah!!! My son Tony is moving to my mom's...

I had to go to the hospital today to fire my urologist and while I was there I ran into Dr.Koopot. He was Jeff's heart surgeon for 25 years. We shared an elevator ride together. I thanked him for 25...

Well, it's 11:26pm. I think we can say now that I have lived through year # 3. That's all I have to say about that. Jerome was WONDERFUL! If you ever get a chance to, please go and if you come to...

I will put on my green face because it is Monday. Tomorrow Mikey and I will be in Jerome without a computer. The next day will be Jeff's angel day. Need I say more?

I have been with my company now for over 5 years and today is the 5 year lunch at Claimjumper. I am officially off of my diet today and will eat whatever I want. Bread pudding here I come!...

Jeff is still dead. Does anything else really matter? Sadly, the answer is yes. Other things, other people must matter to me now. I have spent 28 years making sure Jeff was my number 1 priority. Even...

My back hurts too much to sit at this puter any longer tonight. Love you all and I'm fine. I'm just gonna take a pill and watch a movie. Goodnight.

I had an MRI for the back doctor today and found it VERY comforting! I loved it! About an hour after the test my kidney started hurting and hasn't stopped yet. Urologist thinks I'm having...

I did make it through the wedding and it was ok that I cried because everyone cries at weddings! Nobody knew. You were all right. Nobody knew! And...I love Hawaiian food and the people are awesome...

My computer is messing up right now so I'm just checking in to say hello. I's very slow and is whining like it's gonna blow up. I actually felt the earth quake yesterday. Strange. Maybe my puter got...

I explained to my hubby that the reason I am standoffish with his son and the babies and pregnancy thing and the wedding is because it makes me too depressed. I will never see Jeff get married. Never...