ColleenF

My family is here! I love them all so much already! More later. Must sleep now.

All is good in kitty land! My cats can no longer scratch the furniture. Notone single scratch to a human!!! Yeah!!! My new family will arrive November 6th. I have been talking to them on the phone...

Have you noticed that I am not around much lately? I hate that no internet at work thing. I do want to let you know that I am alright. That's all. 

I had a wonderful dream about Jeff last night. He was showing me what he looks like in Heavan. BEAUTIFUL!!!I bought the SoftPaws today to glue to my cat's claws so they will not tear up their foster...

I don't know if I want my step son to move in. I don't know if I want his girlfriend here. I don't know if I want to live with a baby again. I don''t knowif I will like these peopke or ifthey will...

I spent the day with my sons and was so very happy until I kept getting signs from Jeff. It really dragged me down. What the hell is wrong with me? It should have been a happy day. Am I still capable...

I am shrinking! I'm really doing it! 30lbs now!!!!!

To the person who wrote the mean email to Barbara. I do not know who you are so if you are on my friends list please remove yourself from it. Please just disappear from my life. I have been thinking...

Tonight as we pulled into the carport Jeff's funeral song came on the radio. I sat with my eyes closed, tears rolling down my face and my husband held my hand. I pulled up good memories of Jeff. It...

Today I am forcing myself to write. I'd rather go back  to bed where Ive been for too long. I want my son to come home. I can't think at work, I can't seem to do anything but glare at my computer...

Life is good for me right now. I love my life, I love my family and I love my job. What else can you ask for? I'm going to Prescott to my mom's house for the weekend. Yeah!

Today is the last day of the diet. The official weight loss is 24lbs. Tomorrow I will go back to the 1500 calorie diet for3 weeks, then back on the drops. I have to say... with the exception of...

Today we are losing a family dog. His name is Bubba and is probably being put down as I write this. God bless Bubba. His mate, Ayla, died about two months ago. They were 13 & 14 years old and we...

I'M GOING TO GEORGIA!!!!! My stepson, who lives in Georgia is getting married and my sister-in-law who works for American Airlines is getting us a killer deal on tickets. We don't have a date yet...

All I really have to say today is...twenty one pounds!!!