ColleenF

Today my hubby and I quit smoking. We might kill each other soon. I hate to say it but he is doing fine. I, on the ether hand am a C__T.

Something was wrong with my mammogram again. What effing next? Aargh. Coochie and boob trouble at the same time is not my idea of fun. If I get a sex change may I still be a FMO mom?

I feel really good today!

Let's start with I feel great today!!! Remember all of the Jeffrey boxes stacked in my bedroom? They're 95% gone. I consolidated and Mikey carried them to the guest room closet for me. Yeah me!!...

I went through Jeff's foot locker looking for ideas for my tiara and found some awesome ideas for my PJs! Look out ladies, I plan to win this one!!! I also found Jeff's St. Christopher necklace so I...

Michael and I had a fight. Evidently I act as if I'm the only one who lost Jeff. Oh, and I USE the loss of my son for an excuse to spend money that I do not have and go on vacation. After spending...

August 2nd seems like a long time away but it is not. Not really and I don't hurt right now. Haven't for a few days now, it's just creepy. Anyway, it went back in. Michael threw away Jeff's ID card....

My bladder is now showing out of my coochie. F-ing wonderful. Doc said he knew that would happen and that I'll be fine. PS. If this sort of thing is innappropriate please don't read my journals for...

Jeff got mail today. I opened it. Jeff has been gone for 3 years now and I hold in my hand a college identification card for the 2010 summer session! Yeah Jeffy! I have lived in this house for almost...

When I got home from work today Tony was here! We had a wonderful visit and he said he would be here for surgery. All is right with the world!

Surgery is scheduled for August 2nd. The hag has still not answered any of my questions, she said she would call me back tomorrow for that but I called her 4 times today and she had to schedule it to...

Today I ate like a bulimic without the throwing up. Nervous, wonderful gorging. I made peanut butter and jelly cheesecake. It was an awful recipe though and I will have to toss it out. Fried chicken...

I don't know how else to say this. My coochie hurts. Inappropriate for this venue, I know but it does. Today's test proved that my ailment is with not only my bladder but also with the uterus and...

STAY AWAY FROM WEB MD AND NEVER EVER GOOGLE YOUR SURGERY BEFORE YOU HAVE IT!!! I just watched the surgery online and it made me hurl all over my bedroom. HELP I cannot do this.

Please pray for Kelly. It would be wrong of me to go into detail but she lost her 1 month old baby and is in a real bad way right now. Many many prayers are needed. Thank you.