I woke this morning from dreams. My old demons were after me. I used to drink too much and do some other things I should not have ever done. I sometimes have dreams about these things that scare me to death. October 29th is not only my 10 year wedding anniversary but it is my 5 year clean and sober day as well. It is also my husband's birthday. I am taking the day off work and spending it with the old man. By the way. I do still have a margarita if I go out for a meal and sometimes a little Kahlua on my ice cream. So maybe 6-8 drinks per year. Does that count?