A very hard day

Yesterday I did the hardest thing I've done in a very long time. I went to the funeral of a 1 month old baby. I gave mom the card with the DS info in it and I really hope she reaches out to us. The hug she gave me makes me think she will. Right now she still has friends and family with her and they will be leaving mid-week. Her name is Kelly. Please pray with me that she seeks us and our love.
 
I am a lot stronger than I thought I was. I only had to pull over 3 times to cry on my way out of the cemetery. All of those emotions flooded me once I was in the safety of my own truck.
 
I think I have all of the money I will need to go to TN. Is it July yet? After yesterday I really need to see some of you in person and feel the love.