Bad thoughts

Saturday night, after a great day at Sea World with the fam, I came home and as I was going to bed I was stressing/dreading all that lay before me, with no answers or solutions in sight.  Then my mind had one, a great one, a solution to solve everything-kill myself.  Well as you can see I didn't listen to it, I was able to get my mind back on track, but it scared me.  I have been more carefull with taking my anxiety med, and i really need to get things worked out on the health insurance.  I am okay every one, I am not wanting to committ suicide, but that thought really scared me so I wanted to share with people who understand.
I wish they had a face between "bad" and "ok" for I am neither.