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  I thought I healed but the PTSD is coming back

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  Last Reply: Babyneedsaname 10/26/2019

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  I have been raped twice and sexually assaulted once. The most recent rape was less then a year ago. I haven't dealt with it much at all. I can't tell my parents it happened I just can't. But the problem is my ptsd was getting better is been okay for a while then today out of no where it came back. But worse. I was with my boyfriend we were just cuddling nothing too intense. He noticed early on I was sensitive but he thought I was just ticklish today that's wat I was flinching away at every...

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  Struggling with the effects of being raped

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  Last Reply: wallflower9 02/25/2018

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  I wouldn't say I dont ever feel normal because that's not true. I actually feel like my normal self a lot of the time, as long as I am alone or with my family and am busy. But it's that maybe 30% of the time that I am not okay is what is fucking me up. So as i have stated in earlier posts I was sexually assaulted almost two years ago by my boyfriend, although, he was a bad guy all around, like he had a reputation, and everyone was telling me to stay away from him, but I didn't listen because I...

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  Is this considered rape? Or am I overreacting?

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  Last Reply: wallflower9 12/31/2017

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  Okay so this wasn’t rape I don’t think but I don’t know what to call it or if it was anything. I don’t know maybe I am overreacting and it was fine but I feel I need to share. So this happened about a month ago but I thought nothing of it because I believed my boyfriend was amazing and didn’t mean to hurt me. But I found out yesterday he cheated on me for a month so now im looking at him differently. So basically we had consentual sex after not seeing each other for awhile. He cleaned...

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  I wasn't raped but I found all of the sexual assault support groups to be fairly dead, most likley because people think it isn't a big deal. At least it wasn't rape. Thats what I always get, but if it wasn't a big deal I would be able to move on. I was 14 at the time, was in a relationship with a bad guy because thats what I thought I deserved. One day he got me a little tipsy then took me on a walk in the forest. He started kissing me, and then he took off my pants and fingered me and di other...

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