My virginity was stolen when I was 14 while I was blacked out on drugs. I woke up after rebelling and sneaking my 16 y/o boyfriend into my house. He laced my weed and took advantage of me while I was unconscious. 

I was 15 when I went to a party and drank too much. When I passed out on the couch, my friends trusted I could be left there. (We're all friends, who would bug me?) I woke up naked in my friends garage. Later, a mutual friend confessed to "sleeping with me" and "dragging me" out there. 

I blamed myself, I stopped going out. I stopped drinking, hanging out with friends, TRUSTING ANYONE.

I was 19 when I rode with my friend to the store, he offered to buy me food at the gas station, I declined. But he did anyways. But maybe because he bought me food and I'm pretty, I owed him something. He pulled his car over as I reminded him my friend was expecting me to be home soon. I told him not to touch me. But he found on abandoned parking lot where nobody could see me cry as he climbed over me. 

If you've made it this far, thanks for reading. I desperately needed to get this off my mind, even if nobody sees it at all.