23 disgustingly honest truths
1) When I say I want someone to hold me, I mean David. When I'm sad I want to like him, then when I'm okay again the thought makes me sick.
2) I'm never going to come out to everyone.
3) My sister thinks she took all my blades away. I've got one in the middle of a deck of cards in the top drawer of my dresser.
4) I will only marry a man if his name is Ryan or Ponyboy.
5) I cry at night because I know if I have kids one of them is going to try to kill themselves.
6) Jesa is the sharpie in my life. She's permenant. She's never going away. I can't speak for everybody else...
7) I'm really happy Lindsay is depressed.
8) Sometimes I wish I never would have left the hospital.
9) I think my friendship with Jordan might be unhealthy. Like she's my constant reminder of what I was when I was 15 and Jesa said some stuff durring our talk that just made so much sense but I'd rather die then accept it as a truth.
10) There is this kid in my english class and I don't know what it is about him... I just want to get to know him. He's nothing special, just another jock who zones out everytime I open my mouth.
11) I don't want to do this play... At all.
12) Bre is a wonderful girl. We need to have lunch next week.
13) I miss Sarah. I wish I could be there for her. I still really like her, but nothing will come of it.
14) I feel really guilty for being such a shitty text back-er.
15) I haven't eaten today on purpose.
16) Bobby is back home. I am afraid to leave my house because I might run into him.
17) I don't think the girls I find attractive feel the same way towards me.
18) Sometimes I wish I was a tall gorgeous skinny blonde bitch so I could get whatever and who ever I wanted.
19) I wish Caitlyn and Cassidy would just back off. If I'm gone for two days doesn't mean I killed myself and/or got sent away again. I'm not going to kill myself. Leave me alone.
20) Most of my vain sarcastic comments aren't sarcastic.
21) I wish I never would have stopped cutting.
22) I actually am upset that I didn't get best hair.
23) My biggest fear isn't the dark... It's that I'm not as good of an actress that everyone says I am.
2) I'm never going to come out to everyone.
3) My sister thinks she took all my blades away. I've got one in the middle of a deck of cards in the top drawer of my dresser.
4) I will only marry a man if his name is Ryan or Ponyboy.
5) I cry at night because I know if I have kids one of them is going to try to kill themselves.
6) Jesa is the sharpie in my life. She's permenant. She's never going away. I can't speak for everybody else...
7) I'm really happy Lindsay is depressed.
8) Sometimes I wish I never would have left the hospital.
9) I think my friendship with Jordan might be unhealthy. Like she's my constant reminder of what I was when I was 15 and Jesa said some stuff durring our talk that just made so much sense but I'd rather die then accept it as a truth.
10) There is this kid in my english class and I don't know what it is about him... I just want to get to know him. He's nothing special, just another jock who zones out everytime I open my mouth.
11) I don't want to do this play... At all.
12) Bre is a wonderful girl. We need to have lunch next week.
13) I miss Sarah. I wish I could be there for her. I still really like her, but nothing will come of it.
14) I feel really guilty for being such a shitty text back-er.
15) I haven't eaten today on purpose.
16) Bobby is back home. I am afraid to leave my house because I might run into him.
17) I don't think the girls I find attractive feel the same way towards me.
18) Sometimes I wish I was a tall gorgeous skinny blonde bitch so I could get whatever and who ever I wanted.
19) I wish Caitlyn and Cassidy would just back off. If I'm gone for two days doesn't mean I killed myself and/or got sent away again. I'm not going to kill myself. Leave me alone.
20) Most of my vain sarcastic comments aren't sarcastic.
21) I wish I never would have stopped cutting.
22) I actually am upset that I didn't get best hair.
23) My biggest fear isn't the dark... It's that I'm not as good of an actress that everyone says I am.
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