starynitesky05

just feeling down. not sure about everything. not sure what im supposed to do.  why dont people like me?

soon ill be taking a big step in getting help for what i have been going through. with everything i have been going through this fast year and before, i am really going to get real help. i am going...

last night i went to a new small group for the first time. i really hope the people in the group liked me. i really hope so. i guess im just worried that they didn't like me even though i was...

she emailed me this morning and with what she was telling me and encouraging me i feel a bit better about everything. because there are things that i didn't write in any entrys on here about how i...

I'm thankful that she is still in my life. i am going to be a better friend to her. i love her so much!

my heart is longing for close friendship so bad that it really is hurting and my heart is breaking. i know it would be long distance but i need close friendship so bad from someone ( just no guys,...

I'm so thankful she still cares about me. 

feeling down cuz im worried im being annoying to her, im worried she is frustrated with me. the one thing i do know is that, i know im not bugging her, so i don't know what it is that i am doing.  i...

im really doing it. I'm giving my mentor friend alot of space cuz the last time she emailed me, at the end of her email she said she was going to have a really busy couple of weeks cuz she is going...

i think i took things the wrong way cuz the both of us are 2 different people and need 2 different things in the friendship. i don't think she meant it to be mean, cuz i got an email from her...

ok i got my hopes up again when i was with my mentor friend. i was thinking about things after i left her today and i think the reason why i keep getting my hopes broken when i am with her is because...

(my mentor friend.) she emailed me yesterday and wants to get together with me this friday the 18th. :) im meeting her and a local coffee shop and just going to hangout and chat. i love going to...

things are better cuz she emailed me yesterday. and it made things better with somethings that she said. so im feeling better about her now. and i still love her lots! and i am never going to be able...

Feeling down and hurt. My mentor friend said she was going to do something cuz she asked about it and wanted to do it then I was like yeah let's do it then now she just backed out of it and doesn't...

i saw my mentor friend and i miss her already! i had a really nice time with her and it was so hard to leave her! it really was. i just can't wait until i see her next! i hope time goes by fast. i...