starynitesky05

          Illusions never turn into anything real...I should have seen what was there and not an illusion of the light. Your a little late....but why am I not gone? Is everything in my mind...

just feeling really alone right now. i hate it!

just really anxious. right now cuz im wanting so many things to happen. like its like so hard waiting for things when u want them to come. and i am also trying so hard to lose weight, i know it has...

 i am praying so hard for a BFF. im just feeling really down about it at the moment. its just so hard seeing everyone else that has one. i just need to keep searching. im praying ill find one in...

I'm thankful 4 new friends, one of my new friends from Small group sent me a message saying she wants toget together with me soon and that we would talk about when at small group this thursday, about...

it was good that i went to small group tonight, i almost didnt go. and i know now that i was better off that i did go. it seems this small group really cares about me. i hate how this session of the...

i really liked my last entry, it helped to just write away. heres a really good quote! - "Everytime you get up and back in the race one more small peice of you seems to fall into place!"  i am...

it is so gloomy outside, i hate when that happends.  its like so depressing when its like this and that brings me so down sometimes.  and of course im missing her even though she called me a couple...

She called me last night I was so happy!I had sent a text to her and like an hour Later she called me! It was a good phoneCall but I'm still confused, I guess she still Considers me as a friend some...

this was a good valentine's day, my hubby gave me flowers and a card and my x friend that i always talk about finally emailed me back today! im so thankful she did.  this was a good  valentine's...

Hey I know I haven't been on in forever, I promise I'll answer all ur emails if I haven't already, I've been really stressed cuz I went to the doctor and I have to get some moles removed that could...

why does marriage have  to be so stressful sometimes?  my husband and i are having communicating problems. i don't know why but we can't seem to ever understand eachother. its really stressing me...

im so mad that i didnt go tonight.  my bible study was tonight and i didnt go and i really wanted to but i was to nervis to go cuz of how i look and i thought i didnt feel good. im so mad that i...

ok my iphone won't connect to the internet through AT&T!   not wi fi  like at hotspots cuz i dont have wi fi,  just the internet through AT&T.  it wont connect and i want to know if it is just...

i had a really good night tonight. i went to my small group at my church and the women that are in my group are so awesome! and amazing! it  was such a great, ill never forget it! they were just so...