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on a good note this evening im getting coffee with a PA friend, i hope she has fun with me!  But i really need actvice about this!! please comment!ok with everything with my mentor friend. do you...

she emailed me yesterday. i only have to wait around 2 and half more weeks then i get to see her. :)     i love her so much! i just have to be more patient with her. it will be so great to see her...

i have a new blog. i love it! :)http://lonelyinthemist.xanga.com/hope everyone is doing ok. ive just decided that im not going to get hung up on my mentor friend anymore. its not worth it. 

i got a short email from her today but at least it was a email right?? so i am thankful for that. but in how she was typing things out it seems like shes being so distant. i hope its nothing that i...

i hate how people are. i really do. is there anyone on earth that can act like a true friend?? i mean come on! im so sick of people saying they are busy because you know what? its an excuse! it...

i got an email from her yesterday. and it was a nice email but making gaps of time in which i email her isn't working, i was hoping she would start missing me so much that she would want to see me...

my heart is longing for closeness with/from  someone online. like a really close friend. ( just with a women/girl )  - i want that type of deep closeness so bad. my heart is just so longing for it...

i just don't get people sometimes. why can't people just own up to it when they know they are wrong????  cuz its just so frustrating to know that you didn't do anything wrong that the other person...

 i really need to lose weight, like its so important my marriage depends on it.   it really does.   Also, trying so hard to be patient. with waiting for my mentor friend. cuz she has a really...

i love her so much she returned, answered another email to me yesterday. i miss her so much, hoping time goes by fast so i can see her. i love her lots and lots. shes my sister, i really think of her...

she emailed me back this morning. i miss her so much. i hope time goes fast so the month of June gets here cuz she is going to pick a day in June to get together with me. i can't wait to see her. i...

i hope the month of June gets here soon. cuz my mentor friend is acting like she will want to see me in that month. i really hope it happens because im missing her so much but that is nothing new...

Just heard that Bin Laden died.  "How was Obama able to get him, but two previous presidents weren't able to". Ew you bitch, this is all Bushs win, in or out of the house. Obama just carried on...

i've decided that she will only a sometimes friend to me, not a real friend because she is always going to be to busy for me. because i believe that if you really want to see someone you are going to...

for some reason lately ive been feeling all these different ways all at the same time. i just don't get what i need or what i need to do. im just feeling all different for some reason. i just am...