she emailed me yesterday but now worried, im annoying her.

feeling down cuz im worried im being annoying to her, im worried she is frustrated with me. the one thing i do know is that, i know im not bugging her, so i don't know what it is that i am doing.  i wish i knew how to be a friend. and on top of that i have some family that are hurting my feelings, making me feel like crap, it really hurts!
i found this poem and wanted to share cuz im feeling down.
"I’m staring at these empty wallsWondering when You’ll visit me againWhen will You come?If there is anything at all Coming in between our lovePlease show me, ‘cuz I am barely hanging onCan anybody hear me?The silence is deafeningWhy do You feel so far away?When I know You’re here with meBut I just need faith to seeNothing can separate me from Your love"