starynitesky05

feeling really down. cuz im really lonely again.  its hard feeling this way all the time. and its hard only having one real friend because she is a busy person so all the time in between when i see...

its been snowing since early this morning. we are getting alot of snow. im going to be so glad when it all milts. i mean it looks pretty but ill be glad when its gone. lol  praying the storm that...

my thanksgiving was so sos good!!!!!!!!!!!!!  cuz i got to see another special friend of mine. it was so good to see her!!!!!!!!!!!!  i had fun seeing her and her family for the first part of...

i can't wait to see my angel. i can't wait for her to get back with me to set up a date. i cant wait to see her. i love her so much!  im so thankful to have her in my life. im praying to God that my...

ok the mentor/friend that i keep talking about, i think things are better with us. last night she emailed me back and she wants to get together with me next month, Dec. and im going to give her, her...

If you do, it would make my day if you would add me. :-) here is mine: www.myspace.com/amber2406 feel free to add me id love it. 

just sitting here alone again while my hubby is at work. im really hoping his book sells. i hope we can get it to sell good. cuz it would help us out alot and he will feel really sucessful cuz it was...

its funny how much guys get into video games, i wonder if this is all guys because my husband is such a major gamer.  sometimes it annoys me because he gets so worked up over it, like if he is...

just feeling really blah. and im stressed out cuz of all this dept i have. i can't wait til its all paid off. cuz its really stressful, stressing me out. but i have hope it will get better. and im...

ok she finally wrote back but from the email i felt like she was only emailing me just cuz to get me off her back like she is sick of me or something. im worried shes sick of me. so im mad that i...

im so afriad i messed things up with my mentor friend. i feel like she thought i was bugging her cuz of me emailing her. i didnt mean for it to seem that way, i just miss her already, and i really...

No one knows what is hurting inside me But I feel it in every breath So many have promised to heal me The worry inside of me is like the water rising And it’s flooding up to my neck I’ve nothing...

other news:nothing exciting happening around the granville haus. neighbors on left party a lot, neighbors on right still fly their confederate flag at half mast. signs still litter the guy up the...

sleep as a dream, dreaming the closeness of your shut eyes, give me a vision of who u are and what u are going to be, i slip into a deep sleep, to see u softly go atray. but i say please come back, i...

this weekend has been so boring. the friends i usually hang with didnt call this weekend. i was really disapointed about it. i wish that i could have done something this weekend.  i hate hanging by...