starynitesky05

im not sure what i am feeling right now. everything just seems so confusing. and its making not sure what to feel. with my one friend. its just like even though she emailed me before she left. i...

she emailed me before she left for the beach today. :) i love her so much! i am praying she will want to see me sometime after she gets back from the beach. i am hoping that she much! cuz i can't...

i can't wait for when she gets back from the beach because i am missing her so much! i think about her everyday and im going to wait patiently for her. :)  my heart is just missing her so much. i...

she emailed me today. so im feeling abit more encouraged today. i love her so much and i might be getting together with her in about 3 weeks or so. i can't wait to see her, even though through...

it really feels like every single person i used to know is ignoring me and doesn't have time for me like at all! and the only friend i have left (my mentor friend)  is out of town, so i won't here...

i am really getting into music and playing the guitar. i just love it. im not really good at it yet but im trying and its a good hobby for me to get into. i really think it will really help me heal...

im hating how much i am missing her but she always gets to busy for me. and the thing that isn't going to be fair is that when she gets to old to be busy and would want someone to sit with her for a...

Oh im missing her so much. i can't wait for when she gets back from the beach, cuz we might be getting together. i hope time goes fast cuz im looking forward to getting together so much. i really...

found out today that i have to wait to talk to someone like counselling for help. because i need my insurance upgraded. which i can't do until november but can't make an appointment until January....

not giving up on meeting people cuz there are still acouple more churches i haven't tryed yet. so im praying something works out. please still keep me in prayer.  cuz im still going through alot.

just feeling down. not sure about everything. not sure what im supposed to do.  why dont people like me?

soon ill be taking a big step in getting help for what i have been going through. with everything i have been going through this fast year and before, i am really going to get real help. i am going...

last night i went to a new small group for the first time. i really hope the people in the group liked me. i really hope so. i guess im just worried that they didn't like me even though i was...

she emailed me this morning and with what she was telling me and encouraging me i feel a bit better about everything. because there are things that i didn't write in any entrys on here about how i...

I'm thankful that she is still in my life. i am going to be a better friend to her. i love her so much!