needing close friendship.

my heart is longing for close friendship so bad that it really is hurting and my heart is breaking. i know it would be long distance but i need close friendship so bad from someone ( just no guys, cuz im married )  but anyway if anyone would want to be close friends with me now, please message me and we could start texting. ?? - if you want to, i would love it! i just really need some women to be close to! i really need some support. if you want to text with me, message me and ill give you my number. i really hope someone out there wants to be really deep and close with me even though it would be long distance and i am looking for a long term thing, not just like texting for like a day or to then not hearing from eachother again. i need this so so bad! im really hurting and im in tears!