starynitesky05

I was wasting my time trying to find something real for my soul. Now that I'm here your making it clear that I'm not my own. Now this is all that i am, here, with my out streched hands cause I...

im going to be happy for the way things are. because God must have a reason for it so im going to think positively from now on. cuz when i think depressing thoughts it never gets me anywhere and it...

i am so sick of people not making time for me. i really think that when people say oh ive been busy, that some of the time its just a excuse. i really do, i mean i would believe a day here and...

i met a new friend online and her and i have talked on the phone couple times and she only lives about 40 mins from me. and she seems like she wants to be friends with me so why am i scared to meet...

well to update my last entry. i talked to my husband and he is going to make more time for me and we have decided that im going to play the game with him. so its been kinda neat, im on my laptop and...

ok well my husband is really into playing this computer game and part of the game is you have to play with other people and talking to them and stuff of course. but my question is should it bother me...

trying to stay positive, because i feel like it will help me not feel so down. i am going to try to find another small group but i might have to wait for the fall because i don't think many of them...

never felt this down before. i just don't know what to do. why is everyone that i know not making time for me? i don't get it. like its to the point that even online people arnt making time for me....

im so sick of this, like it seems like everytime i try to go meet people it never works out. i am so tempted to just be alone. ( just meaning being alone friend wise)  because this has been such a...

why does it seem like no matter how hard i try to make friends, every person always gets sick of me????? its really making me feel really lonely. what am i doing wrong???

i hope i can get through this. i just hate how im having trouble losing weight. and im having trouble making friends here. i really hate it, cuz im just so sick of being alone and not having alot to...

im just feeling a bit down right now. im just so tired of people not making time for me. i really hate that. i wish people made me at least a lil important. and not like i don't matter to them at...

im snowed in, cuz my area is getting a major snow storm. we are gettting hit hard.  did i mention how much i hate snow?  im looking forward to it all milting away.and it doesnt help that the only...

i really wish i had someone to talk to. im feeling really lonely right now. it seems like i can't get out of this funk. and im trying to lose weight, and it seems like i can't do it, when i want to...

i really hate how im always left feeling lonely again. and it just never ends. i need to try to meet some new friends. cuz everyone else is not making time for me at all. and im really sick of it.