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Status: "The pain is finite. Push past it. Theres a good life here waiting for you." - Tracy Schorn
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My estimation* of my progress to date: 75% *Completely biased and most likely grossly exaggerated.
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I wrote this long, soul bearing entry and a glitch in the system erased it when I tried to post it. Suffice it to say I am trying to stick to my resolve to tell my CS that I want a separation--and...
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Forgive me, for I have sinned. It has been 2 months and 2 days since my last "confession." I'm not Catholic, so that's all I know. At any rate, I have been suspecting that he has still been...
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Here I am again. Today I actually felt angry. And sad. Why? Well, let's see. Two days ago a man came to our door and stated he was there for my husband's car. I wasn't surprised. I had to...
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Well, I feel...I don't even know. Disappointed? Is it weird that I'm let down that I haven't found (much) more evidence that his behavior continues? Granted, there's another unknown female's...
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Lately, I have been experiencing a lot of anxiety. The morning comes with busyness and newness and I usually feel happy and fine. After about noon time I have noticed growing anxiety every day....
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You'd think that I would be happy, finding out that my husband's affair has ended and that he expressed interest in going to church with me on Sundays. More than this, he actually DID attend church...
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DDay for me was early November 2014. I haven't yet confronted CS about it. Why? I tend to react and then fold like a card table when met with his lies, manipulation, and persuasions. He is very good...
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I've never been a journaler, so I'm surprised (pleasantly) that I'm journaling 2 days in a row. That's an accomplishment for me. Today is okay. My WS went out 2 times last night to get me...
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Well, today I have felt lonely. And disappointed. And psychotic. I feel let down by the support groups I joined because the responses and support came for a day or 2 after my initial post but...