MaztoLew25

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 10/09/2017

  MaztoLew25 became friends with sjs777.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 10/09/2017

  MaztoLew25 became friends with Chloe97.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 10/08/2017

  MaztoLew25 commented on the discussion Not sure.

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  Not sure

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  Last Reply: Nester4U 10/10/2017

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  I am not sure if I am BiPolar. I have been diagnosed with Depression but I have crazy mood swings to the point I do get angry. I haven't seen a Therapist about it as I lost my Health Insurance when I left my job. I have no ways to calm down as I don't have anyone to take over my duties when I do need some time off. My fiance of 4 years has had an affair and acts like it's no big deal. He told me because I was crazy and always angry that it was my fault. He needed to talk to people and be social...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: MaztoLew25

  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 commented on the discussion I don't even know what to do.

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  First one

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  Posted: 10/07/2017

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  My first journal... Why am I journaling? I really need to let some things off my chest that obviously I cannot express to my fiance. He does not understand me- nor does he really want to.. I think. I feel like he wants me to be this perfect 50's housewife that cooks, cleans, and gives him oral sex all the time. And without complaining. Sometimes I really need to complain because I don't get enough sleep, everyone bitches at me for everything that goes on, and I don't have enough energy to keep...

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  I don't even know what to do

  Posted by: MaztoLew25

  Last Reply: forwardmotion 10/10/2017

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  Last Sunday I found out my Fiance was cheating on me. I saw him talking to 3 girls and had hung out with all 3. I'm not sure what he did with two of them as he won't tell me anything. The third he went to her place, got drunk, and she gave him oral sex... or so he says. He told me that I had been going crazy and wasn't giving him what he needed and I was being mean to him. Turned out I was having panic attacks, bipolar episodes, and major depression issues. I don't really believe anything he...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: MaztoLew25

  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 joined the group Infidelity.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 joined the group Bipolar Disorder.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 joined the group Anxiety.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 joined the group Breakups & Divorce.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 joined the group Depression.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: MaztoLew25

  Posted: 10/07/2017

  MaztoLew25 became friends with TeamDS.