First one

My first journal... Why am I journaling? I really need to let some things off my chest that obviously I cannot express to my fiance. He does not understand me- nor does he really want to.. I think. I feel like he wants me to be this perfect 50's housewife that cooks, cleans, and gives him oral sex all the time. And without complaining. Sometimes I really need to complain because I don't get enough sleep, everyone bitches at me for everything that goes on, and I don't have enough energy to keep it in anymore.

About me- I am 27, a someone taken mom to a beautiful 2.5-year-old darling daughter. We just moved to Florida about 3 months ago. I am a stay-at-home mom for now. I do have my own blog/website/facebook page. Double Duty Blog. I spend my day working on it and dealing with my daughter. I do like to talk to people but feel weird about it because I do no want to have anything interfere with my relationship with my fiance... Which I think is now a fault. I think that is all the reasons I am journaling. Get my mind out on "paper" to let things go. Make my life a little less stressful.. perhaps.