Today is ok i guess.  I have to take my daughter for a dental checkup.  It is so hard to function for her and i don't know how to help her after her losing her only sibling which was my only son.  She is hard to get close to and has always been like that.  My son that passed was a funny child and was always wanting to hang out with adults most of the time unless he was with his band practising his drums.  He played drums in church for awhile.  He had an outgoing personality.