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  Posted: 11/21/2017

  0oOReneeOo0 commented on the discussion The woman i love.

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  The woman i love

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  Last Reply: 0oOReneeOo0 11/21/2017

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  The woman i love is complicated in so many beautiful ways. She's just as crazy as me, if not more crazy. She lights up every room she walks in to and sets it on fire the moment she opens her mouth. She's fierce and doesn't even know it. As much as she thinks she's fragile and weak, I know she's not. And even when she wants to be, i want to be there to hold her gently. I want to be the one she comes to when ever the slightest thing makes her frown. To be the one to hold her together when her...

• Coming Out
  

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  Posted: 11/13/2017

  0oOReneeOo0 commented on the discussion Trapped.

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  Posted: 11/09/2017

  0oOReneeOo0 commented on the discussion Trapped.

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  Trapped

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  Last Reply: WyndWytch 11/14/2017

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  I WANT TO COME OUT! Being married to this man just isn't cutting it. 

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  Posted: 11/07/2017

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  Almost

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  Last Reply: Tobs 10/23/2017

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  Almost got caught this weekend. Husband read some of me and my ex gf's text messages to each other and started getting suspicious of us. Our hot affair was almost a year ago now....but we want to try and make it work again. I was nervous but somewhat calm. I almost told him the truth so I could be with her. She has a house out in the country (with her gf) and wants me to move in with her. I want to also. I think I really could be with her. I'm thinking about going into work late this week...

• Alcoholism
  

  3 weeks and 3 days

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  Posted: 10/11/2017

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  I broke down and ordered a beer. Took one tiny sip and it tasted awful. I gave it to my husband. I almost broke down and got a 6pack tonight. Didn't. I've been working my butt off. Trying not to loose it. No sex with the hubs yet. No sign of wanting to yet, either. At least not with him. I want my ex girlfriend again. She's just a phone call away. Ugh...Struggling.keep me in your thoughts. You're all in mine!

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  Posted: 09/27/2017

  0oOReneeOo0 commented on the discussion Day 10.

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  Day 10

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  Last Reply: PJ54 09/28/2017

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  Not a single drop. Yay me! This has to be short because my kids have kept me busy all day! But, yes...10 days without a single drop. My neighbor, who didn't know at the time that I have quit, gave me a beer yesterday. I later thanked him again and then told him I'm no longer drinking. He felt horrible but we are cool. Husband has tried humping me, making out with me, pulled his pants down and wiggled his thing at me *barfs*, grabbed my breasts, grabbed my butt, and all this other stuff....

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  Ew

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  Posted: 09/22/2017

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  I hate the way he smells inside me.

• Alcoholism
  

  Day five

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  Last Reply: Comhar 09/22/2017

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  Going on day 5 with no alcohol. I'm happy with myself for not giving in. A lot of things have happened to where I usually would've picked up the bottle. Little excuses to say, "oh god...I need a beer." No I wasn't drinking hard liquor, "just" beer. And I honestly am happy that I'm not drinking anymore. Sure I wasn't hiding it from my husband but I've been lying about how much I drink to my friends, family, therapist, psychiatrist...other doctors. And I wouldn't be surprised if I screwed...

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  Tempting

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  Posted: 09/20/2017

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  Hubs brought home a 6 pack tonight. I'm trying to stop myself.In trying not to be weak, but I want it. Fuck why did he bring that home....

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  Posted: 09/20/2017

  0oOReneeOo0 commented on the discussion New to the site round 3 of trying.

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  Posted: 09/20/2017

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