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  Posted: 09/15/2017

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: sadalonehurt154

  Posted: 09/15/2017

  sadalonehurt154 commented on the discussion Numb.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: sadalonehurt154

  Posted: 09/15/2017

  sadalonehurt154 commented on the discussion Numb.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 09/15/2017

  sadalonehurt154 commented on the discussion I hate and other things.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Numb

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  Last Reply: Rizen 09/16/2017

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  I am numb, walking through my day with no feeling. I can't keep doing this. It's not worth it. I can't figure out what the point of my life is. I must have a sign on my head that says please use me for whatever you want and need. I never asked for this any of it. What I need doesn't mater. I didn't realize how good I had it before, I should have never left him he took care of me. I have no one now, I am all alone and he won't answer my texts or calls. I've said I'm sorry I told everyone I lied...

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  Confused again

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  Posted: 09/12/2017

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  I'm out, I'm free. A new world, new school, new friends, new family, mostly a new me. A new world with each day as unexpected as the last. How do I fall asleep with out my patterns? How do I know when to stop eating without the look? Living in a new world with no map or rules on how to navigate my new terrain. A new school full of classes half over. Groups mad because I'm a late addition. Teachers look at me like I am nothing but a problem. How do I think about school with my head moving so...

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 09/10/2017

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 09/08/2017

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Update

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  Last Reply: arfie 09/10/2017

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  hi everyone. I wanted to let everyone know what's been happening recently. I just got the ability to be on here. I talked to my school counselor. I am staying in a foster home at the moment. There was no evidence that my siblings were in danger so they couldn't come with me. At this point I am waiting for things to move forward I guess. I don't really know what the next steps are. They had to do a lot things to get evidence, and that was terrible. The foster people here are nice enough the lady...

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 08/28/2017

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 08/28/2017

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• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

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  Posted: 08/27/2017

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  I don't know

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  Posted: 08/27/2017

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  I don't know what to do. I have so much pain that came from no where. I was fine and all of the sudden I can't seem to be okay. Thoughts that never ran through my head won't stop playing. I have thought about just making all the pain end. But it's not like I want to die I just don't want to be hurting anymore. I don't know what to do. 

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  Hate (tw maybe)

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  Last Reply: Rizen 08/28/2017

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  I haven't been on here in a while. I am sorry for that, but I am selfish. It's not like any one benefits from me being here. I never actually helped any one from here. I am only back because I wasn't sure where else to turn. Which is even more selfish why should I expect help when I'm not willing to help others. I don't deserve it. It's like I said tho I'm selfish so im here to talk about how much I hate myself. The only thing that makes me feel normal and worth the life I have is him. Then I...

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: sadalonehurt154

  Posted: 08/15/2017

  sadalonehurt154 commented on the discussion Stupidly told the truth.