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Status: ".for here there is no place that does not see you. You must change your life. Rilke
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- To last October when just as the past 25 years of my life I knew nothing of my origin or biological parents.. other than I was born in LA and my parents were very young instead I was adopted at birth to q couple in their forties who had one daughter...
- Hi all, I'm new to the group but been around ds for a.few years... I'm really struggling with the stuck feeling. No matter where I go or what happens I feel the dark cloud of my past and even recent traumas following. Does this ev3r end, or am I...
- So I am meeting my birth father after bot knowing him all 25 years of my life. He is coming to visit me in a couple weeks. For the mist part I'm excited but I am having a bit of anxiety abt everything. What if I'm not what he expects me to be......
- I never knew how I would react. I have been searching for my birth family for years... they found me Friday night on Facebook. I am still in a state of shock I think but he is such a nice man. I feel like he is the father I never had. Very...
- Why suffer through the hell that is withdrawal from xanax and cymbalta. I woke up this morning and instead of being able to go to my two jobs I got to stay home and vomit. I've never felt more alone and hopeless. Why keep trying when its like life...
- Why is it so easy for him, to say I love you still then block me when I try and express why my feelings are hurt. His hot/cold way of dealing with "us" makes me nauseous. I'm working on making myself independently strong and all around healthy, why...
- So my psychiatrist told me.. after a year of prescribing me xanax that I've made no progression in my life.. maybe bc I numbed out and.became addicted to xanax... which isn't true. I was jobless since march and now have two very good part time jobs,...
- So I've been on 1.5 mgs or more at times of xanax for my anxiety for abt a year now, after weaning down to nothing.. for a day.. I got a refill and have yet to tell ny family I'm back up to 1.5 a day. I can't make it in this life without my ex who I...
- So I finally got away from my abusive relationship of 2 years, got a new job and am working towards moving out. I'd been sleeping at my boyfriends house for the past year. We have been trying to make things cordial but it always back fires. I wake...
- So my life was turned upside down two years ago when I finally let my walls down and met what I thought was my prince charming... all those frogs I had to kiss was worth it... well he turned out to be abusive and manipulative, getting drunk and...
- I can not wean of this drug, after a year of taking 2+mgs every day, my sister helped me wean down to .5 mgs a day... this was going okay, I felt like I was coming out of my "fog" but now it was time for me to get a refill... I have gone back up to...
- I'm still trying to recover from leaving an abusive relationship... as awful as it was at times, I held on to the good few and far between. I really messes things up and now I'm not "allowed" to communicate with him. This makes me want and miss him...
- Why was I adopted into a family full of hate. My father,once successful is now a car salesman cocaine addict gambler. My mother, a bitter jealous woman who never dealt with the emotional and physical abuse from my father. She is just so cruel, and...
- Maybe some people are just not capable of love. I've been in 4 serious relationships, took 5 years from ages 18-22 to protect my heart, never letting anyone to close. I finally let my walls down, for someone I thought was my soul mate. I trusted him...
- Hi, I am 24 and always felt faint when not eating for a long time, but when I was about 21 I began to start passing out and having seizures. After numerous visits and tests done at my neurological exams, nothing found, and beginning to deal with...