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Status: Although getting better is taking longer then I thought; I am getting there in small steps. I know I could not have done it with out the help of my children as well as others and government programs.
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I haven't written in a few days. I just didn't feel up to it. I've had good and bad days. Though them both I have had numb feeling of giving up. It seems I have been complaining often and thinking...
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Another good day for me. I went grocery shopping and bought food that Grant would eat; now that I remember what it is that he eats. Grant gave me the money to buy the food. It is for all of us, like...
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It was a good day today. Watched Grant play with his remote control car and answered most of his questions. Esther came over and brought her son Adam. Took me shopping with her to get some food for...
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Did you know that they say in Canada; if you don't like the weather out your front door, look out your back door. They also say that Canada has only two seasons: Winter and Construction. ...
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It has been up to +40 *c here for almost a week. We do not have air conditioning, so we are really feeling the heat. I am getting head aches from it and Grant is cranky. Steve isn't to bad. ...
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We signed up for a home phone and basic cable. I think it was a mistake, but we did it any ways. I agreed to the cable so Steve could have something to do, other then bug me or sit on the couch...
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Well here it is…DaY LiGhT YUCK!!! Soon I'll be heading for bed. As the sun comes up I prepare to hide and when it starts to go down I'll be up and ready to enjoy all the sweet night has to offer....
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Didn't avoid Steve or Grant very good today. Tried to hide even tried to sleep, but it was a no go. (Well Steve just sneaked up on me, and that's not an easy thing to do). I find that I want to...
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I was successful in avoiding Steve today. He seems to be as cranky as I am. The thing is that he won't own his bad moods and that gets on my nerves. Steve's a slow learner, but some times I think...
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So today my son (Grant) told me out right, that he needed to use for what I call a "sounding board". I liked that he said that to me. But I find that I have a hard time paying attention to what he...
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Did I ever mention that I border on hate for where I live. This place and area is like a prison. Both Steve and I feel trapped here. Our freedom is gone. We live in a 1 bedroom apartment, in a "so...
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Yesterday was a good day. My sister took her son, my son, Steve and I to a close beach. I will be putting a few pictures of it on my page. We had a lot of fun watching the boys play like they were...
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My pc is fixed again thanks to my son. My doctors appointment was ok. It led me to 2 more appointments. One for an ultrasound and the other to discuss the ultrasound. Well it looks like the...
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I've been full of anger and hostility the past 2 or 3 days. I did a CBT on it and found the A. and the C. parts. I didn't find out the B. though. For those who don't know about CBT I'll...
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Ok so I went to bed but couldn't sleep. That means that my butt we'll be dragging. Maybe I can talk my daughter into going to a beach that is not as good but 45 minutes closer. Gees it sucks for...
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