Did you know that they say in Canada; if you don't like the weather out your front door, look out your back  door.  They also say that Canada has only two seasons: Winter and Construction.    So far today has been a good day, and I doubt that will change now since it's cooler outside and the family is a sleep.    I feel like doing some tidying up, but at last I can not in case I wake some one. I also feel like eating, but won't just because I want to fight. I like to fight. I fight myself every chance I get. The things I fight about are; eating, sleeping, going to the bathroom, showering and going outside. These are easy fights for me because I usually win them and go with out, making myself suffer. I don't know why I do this to myself. What I do know is this kind of self abuse is easy to get away with and hide, as well as I can set my limits on it. Any thoughts?