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• Depression
  

  It takes energy to do simple things

  Posted by: noelle513

  Last Reply: euniceps 11/19/2017

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  I've been staying in bed more often rather than doing what I'm supposed to be doing, like cleaning, and now I have to clean three rooms just today and I feel so tired and I just want to stay in bed all day but I can't and I feel like if I do at least one productive thing I'll feel a little better but also it takes energy to do that...

• Self-Injury
  

  I'm scared

  Posted by: noelle513

  Last Reply: OlderCPer 11/14/2017

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  I haven't cut in a little over two weeks which is the longest I haven't cut in almost 6 months which is good, but I keep having these reoccurring suicidal thoughts randomly and it's just me holding a gun to my head every time and I don't know why but I always unconsciously think about it and it scares me and I'm not sure what to do about it.

• Depression
  

  I don't know what to do

  Posted by: noelle513

  Last Reply: sharaninmd 11/14/2017

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  I thought that my depression was getting better until this last week I realized that I'm going back into that slump that I was in before. I haven't self-harmed for what I know of as a little over two weeks, which is the longest I've gone since I started again around the end of June. I sometimes get these reoccurring images in my head of me holding a gun to my head. I don't know why, it's not like I'm in a suicidal state when I think about it, it could just be me doing something completely...

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  Update: I'm scared

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  Posted: 11/13/2017

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  So it turns out the cancer isn't spreading and she's gonna try and get it removed.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 11/09/2017

  noelle513 became friends with kitty2599.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 11/09/2017

  noelle513 became friends with kitty2599.

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  I'm scared

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  Posted: 11/09/2017

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  I recently found out that my aunt was recently diagnosed with breast cancer and my dad said its pretty severe. She's in chemotherapy right now but nothing like this has ever hit me so directly before. If it's happened to my family it hasn't been since I was born. I found out this last weekend and it didn't really hit me that this is actually happening until last night and I've been so emotional all day and this morning in one of my classes I actually cried to my friend after everyone had left,...

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  Hug

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  Posted: 11/09/2017

  noelle513 sent a hug to kitty2599
• Self-harm Addiction
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/09/2017

  noelle513 commented on the discussion I am struggling right now not to cut myself.

• Depression
  

  It's hard..

  Posted by: noelle513

  Posted: 08/09/2017

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  I have or had more likely a group of friends and they loved me and we always hung and my ex-was in the group so it was never that great but no one in the group likes me anymore. I left the group chat we have for awhile to get away from them all and they hung out with me twice and I never knew until I rejoined the group, and one of the times I couldn't have gone but the other time I was home and they all knew that, and my friend even talked about me indirectly but some of the others seemed to...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/09/2017

  noelle513 commented on the discussion I feel selfish.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/01/2017

  noelle513 became friends with Helloworlhowyadoing.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 08/01/2017

  noelle513 became friends with Helloworlhowyadoing.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/19/2017

  noelle513 became friends with summertime13.

• Self-Injury
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/01/2017

  noelle513 commented on the discussion Help me......