threw a tantrum yday.  didnt go 2 choir rehearsal or library sale.  choir was not great 2day.  drummer missing again.  felt like id let them down. there is no balance in my life. hus preached tday about 4 teirs of stewardship....over planet, physical body, spiritual life, & tithing(which isnt just money, but time & everything).  preached that the spiritual & physical r intertwined so if one is out of whack then the effects r felt inthe other. iam there...so there.