i ordered an elliptical machine from an infomercial.  i havent bn able 2 get 2 the y.  and i am determined 2 get in shape & stay that way.  im trying 2 make it as easier.  im starting 2 fl like my only  meaningful  contribution  2  the  wld   is  my  children....how  sad  is  that.  im  only here 2  procreate? im depressed.  & my hus waited til thelastminute 2 write his sermon so hesonlycoming home 4 dinner from wrk 2 pick up dinner.  cant even take the time 2 spend dinner w/us.  when hecomes during dinner it gives me some help.  ive bn w/them all day w/no break.  and i wont til they go 2 bed.