so i moved....

and my marriage is probably over.  i really like my new house.  its like me.  its functional and cool and it has some issues.  but its certainly more good than bad.  i like it and the kids like it. 
my husband didn't tell his mother or sister that i was moving.  he didn't tell anyone i dont think.  i don't think its that he doesnt care.  i think he's ashamed and immature.
we haven't really talked.  i feel lonely sometimes, but i felt lonelier in that house with him.  i feel free.  freedom costs. i pray that i can continue to pay the price.  amen.