Faisal__Kamal

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• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 07/30/2018

  Faisal__Kamal commented on the discussion AM I GONNA FEEL BETTER?.

• Depression
  

  AM I GONNA FEEL BETTER?

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Last Reply: Flashreturns 07/30/2018

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  I don't know where to start, but... I'm not normal. I'm different than anybody else around us. In the same time, I got so envy, so fucking jealous. I want to be like them, but I can't. This mental disease is haunting me. Oh Allah, if you are there, if you are here with me, I beg you to show me the way. Am I have to be born like this? Felt like this? What do you want me to do after you created me? What should I do to create my story life? If I ended my life just because I had this mental...

• Depression
  

  Am I deserved to life? God please help me

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Last Reply: Greenteam 07/29/2018

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  Dear God, Dear my beloved Journal.I know this is my first time to write this since I don't have any diary.To be honest, I don't know where to start to write this... But, all I can say is, I have a mental disease. The "disease" that I mean, is depression. This disease is not actually like a feeling anymore, but its already built deep inside my body. Since I had this mental disease, my life is absolutely change. I'm lost and all I can do is actually scream inside myself and shouting for help. I'm...

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  GOD, PLEASE HELP ME FOR CHANGE FOR A BETTER LIFE

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 07/28/2018

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  Dear God, Dear my beloved Journal.I know this is my first time to write this since I don't have any diary.To be honest, I don't know where to start to write this... But, all I can say is, I have a mental disease. The "disease" that I mean, is depression. This disease is not actually like a feeling anymore, but its already built deep inside my body. Since I had this mental disease, my life is absolutely change. I'm lost and all I can do is actually scream inside myself and shouting for help. I'm...

• Self-Injury
  

  SELF HARMING ON MY HAND IS THE BEST THING FOR ME

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Last Reply: Alice0 04/01/2018

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  Truth: Self harming is so addicted for me. I can't even stop it like everyday! Thanks to you, I will get over my depression and anxiety by cutting my palm. Thankfully it is not until my pulse. Even sometimes, I wish I did. I wan't to know how it feel like when my pulse is stop beating and finally I get my piece.Thank you for world, for the shit that you gave me!

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 04/01/2018

  Faisal__Kamal joined the group Self-Injury.

• Depression
  

  BECAUSE OF YOU, IT TRIGGERS ME FOR SUICIDE

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Last Reply: peterthegreat 04/01/2018

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  Dear Diary or Dailystrength group.I think dailystrength is gonna be my diary from now on, so no one can read it, expect for the person who had same syptoms as I did, which as in this close group. So, here it is:I'm just 22 years old that currently try to hold on from any pressured that I had in my life. "Pressured" I meant here is being a sensitive person, which as most of the peoples calls me that. Sensitive person I meant here is easily to get angry, pressured, or even offended when someone...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  Faisal__Kamal became friends with robotnik.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/26/2018

  Faisal__Kamal became friends with robotnik.

• Depression
  

  I HAVE THOUGHT TO RUN AWAY FROM MY DEPRESSION

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Last Reply: StayStrong23 03/27/2018

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  I was thinking. I'm better be off dead and get my happiness of my own. I'd better runaway from the cruel and bitter world, and get my happy ending where no one can find me, where I get my silence. I'd better be in the nuthouse and hopefully its triggerings me more for suicide, rather than I stay at my routine and people keep shouting, cruel, treating me badly that makes me annoying.If people think that I'm nut, YES I AM! Thanks to you who don't want to accept for who I am just because I'm...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  Faisal__Kamal commented on the discussion HELP! SUICIDE MAKES MY LIFE MORE HAPPIER!.

• Depression
  

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  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 03/18/2018

  Faisal__Kamal commented on the discussion Uselessness.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 03/18/2018

  Faisal__Kamal commented on the discussion HELP! SUICIDE MAKES MY LIFE MORE HAPPIER!.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 03/18/2018

  Faisal__Kamal commented on the discussion KILL MYSELF.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Faisal__Kamal

  Posted: 03/17/2018

  Faisal__Kamal commented on the discussion WANNA END THIS FOR GOOD.