Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Dear Diary or Dailystrength group.
I think dailystrength is gonna be my diary from now on, so no one can read it, expect for the person who had same syptoms as I did, which as in this close group. So, here it is:
I'm just 22 years old that currently try to hold on from any pressured that I had in my life. "Pressured" I meant here is being a sensitive person, which as most of the peoples calls me that. Sensitive person I meant here is easily to get angry, pressured, or even offended when someone is trying to tell you, but you don't like it, especially my father who treats me badly just because he don't like a sensitive person and never felt it, and he calls me that very often, which as is very annoying.
Because of that, I feel different, even not normal. I'm completely alone where no one is absolutely give a shit on me! Especially when I depress, my parents won't hear about it and they think that by simply with saying "just get over it", I'm done. It is NOT! My hearts says, if you DON'T LIKE ME JUST BECAUSE I'M A SENSITIVE PERSON, WHY DON'T YOU JUST DUMPED ME, OR THREW ME AWAY, OR MAYBE TORTURED ME UNTIL I'M DEAD? MAYBE I SHOULD HURT AND KILL MYSELF BY CUTTING MY PULSE so you won't ever seeing your SON WITH SENSITIVE FEELING! YOU DON'T LIKE IT, HUH? MAYBE JUST LET ME DIED at the first place!
IF YOU ARE MY FAMILY, AND IF YOU CARE ABOUT ME, STOP TREATING ME BADLY JUST BECAUSE I'M SENSITIVE. IF YOU DON'T LIKE OR ACCEPT MY SYMPTOMS, AND SO DO I! Do you think just because I'm studying architecture and I don't learn about psychology stuff. If you think like that, YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG LIKE AN ASSHOLE! I did learn FUCKING PSYCHOLOGY STUFF TOO!
Based on what I know, if you treated the person badly, it will gonna make a bad impact for their own psychology and change the behaviour as a bad person! For example, you sting one of your children with the electricity just they don't work properly? YOU ARE FUCKING PSYCHO! That's why that triggering me to do suicide! PLEASE, IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME OR ACCEPT ME, YOU BETTER KILL ME! I'D BE MORE HAPPIER AND FREE BY DYING THAN I HAVE TO FACE THIS CRUEL WORLD AND YOU!
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