Faisal__Kamal
Status: Horrible. Depress. Wanna die
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- I don't know where to start, but... I'm not normal. I'm different than anybody else around us. In the same time, I got so envy, so fucking jealous. I want to be like them, but I can't. This mental disease is haunting me. Oh Allah, if you are there,...
- Dear God, Dear my beloved Journal.I know this is my first time to write this since I don't have any diary.To be honest, I don't know where to start to write this... But, all I can say is, I have a mental disease. The "disease" that I mean, is...
- Truth: Self harming is so addicted for me. I can't even stop it like everyday! Thanks to you, I will get over my depression and anxiety by cutting my palm. Thankfully it is not until my pulse. Even sometimes, I wish I did. I wan't to know how it...
- Dear Diary or Dailystrength group.I think dailystrength is gonna be my diary from now on, so no one can read it, expect for the person who had same syptoms as I did, which as in this close group. So, here it is:I'm just 22 years old that currently...
- I was thinking. I'm better be off dead and get my happiness of my own. I'd better runaway from the cruel and bitter world, and get my happy ending where no one can find me, where I get my silence. I'd better be in the nuthouse and hopefully its...
- I have one wish. If people still treating me badly, bullying including my family because I'm such a sensitive person, and they didn't care how does it feel being depress, I would rather sleep forever with piece by cutting pulse!!
- I hate being as sensitive person and people treating and judging me badly. I wish I'm emotionless and DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT PEOPLE'S THINK! I'm sick of this! If I don't get this, I'd rather to stab myself and DIE! #suicide
- Should I stab my wrist with a knife at this second? I just want to be happy and skipping my problems for GOOD! #suicide #iwanttodie
- Is suicide its the only one thing that could make my life more happier? Skipping from your problem, hated being pressured by everyone, you are you such a sensitive person so people treating you badly, and most of all you can get your happy ending by...
- Since I don't have enough money, maybe instead I choose and the only thing I can do is called Suicide Prevention Hotline very often from Skype, since I don't find any resources or hotline that related to mental illness in Indonesia. Or might be...
- I'm tired by dealing with mental illness that I have, and makes my parents get angry and furious because of it. I just wish that they're supporting me:( I'm done with struggling.... I'm sorry that I'm spamming with this, but since the therapist's...
- Since I have this kind of social anxiety, I was afraid to go out even nearly I don't wanna go out at all. Feels like, after I got out and do something, feels like I just wanna stay at home (bedroom), because that's the only safe place. In the mean...
- I still cannot believe that I'm feel embarrased and hurt just because my parents' not real supporting and understand my mental illness, I don't even know how to educating them to understand me:( when they're shouting, I'm having panic attack and I...
- Before I would like to post about my depression and anxiety, maybe everyone thinking that, "why I'm posting in DailyStrength more often?" Well, the answer is might be this the only social feed that I have, because in here, I can open up about my...
- Maybe I'm really often to post about my depression. But, instead I'm sharing about depression and anxiety on my social media, maybe this is the safe place for me to share it.My pray is, hopefully someone is understand what I've been through. Its...