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- One of the things I miss about having my husband here was the respect he got from repair people. When they see me they think, sucker and try to bleed me for every dime I have. So, now I'm posting here, hoping from guidance.I'm in the process of...
- The first year was hard. Just raw pain. Didn't know what to do. Kept feeling like it was him coming home every time I heard a car coming up the street. Didn't feel real.The second year was the hardest. Everything real now. Couldn't lie to...
- I walk alot for exercise using the Leslie Sansone walking videos. I use a treadmill sometimes. Anyhow, I just came across a government website where you can log your miles and basically take a virtual walk across America. You can use it for...
- I was walking around in a mall today when I saw a sign for a well-known school saying that 85 percent of their students have jobs. So, sad and I think of how many people fall for this lie. Here's how they do it: They can say that 85 percent get...
- I've got a craving for some carmel candy, so I went to the store and discovered the only way I can have this candy is to buy a large bag...which got me to thinking--all this stuff about why we're all getting fatter, and blaming it on soda and fast...
- This is a I want my husband back moment. I woke up this morning to no heat. When I called into work my boss told me the pilot light was probably off and I could just light it. Easier said then done. I'm afraid of anything to do with lighting...
- So I went into the bank to deposit my husband's commission check. He's been gone for 3 years now, but every now and then I get a small check. It's always the same thing--teller looks blankly at me before saying that since my name is not on the...
- Stress became my greatest enemy when I lost my husband. I spent two years stuffing my face and getting sad and fatter. Yes, I did pray and my walk with God helped a lot, but I still struggled. Finally, I started taking Zumba classes and boy did...
- I finally finished a book--my first since my husband passed. It was hard to concentrate, but this time I said I was going to do it. I used to read a book a week, sometimes even in a day, but then after losing my husband I couldn't finish a book in...
- I really miss talking to my husband about trivial things--you know, stupid, unimportant things that no one really cares about, but that you're happy to share. Ex, that restaurant was torn down, or did you see that horrible dress so-and-so wore to...
- One of my biggest fears was being alone and sick. This fear was so strong that I purchased one of those medical alert devices. Well, this week it happened : I got sick. I was so sick that I couldn't even go out. I lay in bed thinking of how my...
- Just thinking about memories and decided to post here. I hadn't been here in a while, so I didn't notice a topic was already out there with the same topic. So, everyone ignore mine and I'm going to read the one already posted.
- Funny how things come back to you. I was putting one of my blouses on a hanger after pulling it from the dryer and remembered my husband telling me how he wanted his shirts hung in a certain way. At the time I wanted to tell him to do his own...
- Ever have a dream you couldn't remember? You know, you wake up and go about your day, then suddenly something triggers it and it comes flooding back. That's what happened to me. Now, I'm calling it my Christmas present from God because I'd been...
- I come here when I'm sad. I come here when I'm happy. Sometimes I even come here when I want to just tell someone what happened in my day, like when my bird went missing. So thanks to all who've been here with me throughout my journey.