tmommyof6

feeling a little better about things this morning but still weak. do any of you here voices. i just can't seem to make them stop.i call them my voices but others call the "old tapes" whatever they...

i just got home from my ed counslor and have decided to look into going into treatment for my ed. my cousin is going to move in and help with my kids so i know they will be ok. i hope i am doing the...

had to call the police again. larry was parked in the road by my house. i was scared and still very angry. they made him leave but i am scared he will come back. can't seem to sleep. maybe be able to...

it is now 11:30pm and i can't sleep. tonight has been a horrible night. at about 9pm my husband larry went totally balistic. we have a van that the one door won't latch right and i didn't get it shut...

my therapist told me that my emotional growth stopped when i started hiding behind my ed. she said i stopped maturing when i started numbing out. unfortunatly i think she is right. i am 39 years old,...

i have been trying to find some type of treatment for my ed and am desperately seeking to get well. i gain strength by watching others as they plow through thier fears and face themselves. a lot of...

thought i would share some famous quotes to ya all.1. some people make the world special just by being in it.2. don't frown. you never know who is falling in love with your smile.3. good friends are...

very tired. i went to doctors to get my work release. he would not budge on the hours i wanted to work. he wrote that i could work 5 hour days only 2-3 days per week. so i chanded the 5 to a 6 and...

doing ok so far. i am going to try to go to work today. very anxious and scared almost to the point of a panic attack. i hope i can make it. this is what i want to do so i'm not sure why i feel this...

feeling disappointed tonight. i saw my counslor yesterday to try to get my work release to go back to wotk. she called this afternoon to tell me i am only allowed to work 5 hour days and no more than...

for 39 years i have tryed to fill up my emptiness  but i can never make the pain go away. there wastill a dull, aching  void indide of me. for some reason i think by not eating that will fill up...

my twins went to bible school and really enjoyed it. then larry and i and 5 of our kids went fishing. it was really nice to get out together and have a good time and it helped to get my mind of...

i hope what i have to say today does not afend anyone. i just need to vent. i have been reading peoples journals today and i like that cause that lets me know where people are and how they are doing....

had my waterloo days carnival and activities this weekend. let the kids ride rides and went to concerts. we had a great time. but now is another week. back to the sme old junk. i have so much on my...

just one more quote i promise. i hope some of these are an encouragement to someone today."Don't avoid what is happening by retreating into yourself today, for it is not an effective strategy. you...