for 39 years i have tryed to fill up my emptiness  but i can never make the pain go away. there wastill a dull, aching  void indide of me. for some reason i think by not eating that will fill up the pain. making big meals and feeding others would surely fill the void. but i still felt empty. maybe cotthse would make me feel better. but that was not the answer either.  for sometime now i have busied myself with so many activities so i wont have time to dweal on my problems. i hoped keeping  involved with stuff would fix me. after trying all these i now realize that God is the only one who can fill me with what i need.nothing else has worked so maybe i will give him a try. i hope all of you can find  what you are looking for in life.

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Looks like you\'ve found the key. Give him a try, he\'s been on your side all along.
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I always find it peaceful to sit in a chuech and I often light a candle.
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Its good to keep busy. thats what keeps most of us sane. they key is to keep busy with somthing that makes you happy. god is always on your side. and im not religious but iv seen him work miricals in my life. believe me. I can tell ya stories if youd like. but when you feel there is no hope left. Remember you have god to turn to. It feels good to talk to him for a long while. Its liek talking top a dear friend. ...he always does what he can to help you. Good luck.

Much love,
Amy
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Good luck. I feel the same and understand the filling up with food and stuff. :)