it is now 11:30pm and i can't sleep. tonight has been a horrible night. at about 9pm my husband larry went totally balistic. we have a van that the one door won't latch right and i didn't get it shut all the way. he got so angry he hopped into his truck and started raming it into the side of the van. all my kids were outside at this time. on the third hit the van moved and almost tipped over. i was terrified to see my twin 3year old daughters behind the van. i made sure all my kids got into the house safe and then i told him to leave. i then called the police and they came and took a statement. charges may be pressed aginst him . tomorrow i am going to call the department of human services and get him for child endangerment. no body is going to hurt my kids. i am standing firm this time and not taking him back. my kids are scared to death of him. he has been very supportive with me and my ed but nobody screws with my kids. i am so angry and want to cry but am still very numb about all of this. i have to stay safe for the kids sake.  life so sucks. just when i think i can be happy something bad like this happens. i am going to stop trying it only leads to disappointment anyway.