tmommyof6

not sure why i journal. daily strength use to mean the difference from life to death. it was what kept me going. i would vent and others listened and even gave advise even if it was not what i wanted...

hi all. just able to stop and give quick update. going to court to determine my almost 18 year old daughters fate. i hope we can get her the help she so badly needs. i have a house and will be moving...

it has been a long time, sorry. i cant write much cause i am getting kicked off but i wanted to tell all i am ok. really struggling but holding on. i went to er thursday. i have 5 gullstones, a...

have had a hard time getting out of bed let alone out of the house. but have forced myself to tonight. didn't feel like it but did it anyway. going to parents night with my oldest son at church. and...

weight is now starting to drop fast. not sure what is happening. will have to work harder i guess. otherwise things are good. just hanging with the kids and trying to stay warm. it hasn't even hit 0...

still staying positive about things. have had a nasty cold for a few days, kind of sucks. weight is holding steady. still trying to quit smoking, some days better than others. baby steps i quess, got...

few stressful days and kind of slipped but getting back on track. going to go on the patch. needing alittle more help then just useing will power. i am staying positive and taking this one day at a...

well, it's here. i am now 40 today. thats okay. i am feeling posiitve lately. it has been 2 days now since i have purge and i have even increased my calorie intake a smudge. a friend sent me an email...

it is confermed, my daughter is 6-7 weeks pregnant and due around may 17th. she is so excited but scared too.i just wish her the best. eating is still going good. i think i am really motivated now....

today i just stayed home and cleaned and relaxed. never even took off my pajamas. i love days like this. it was also a pretty good day with eating. i did it. i was able to eat more today than i have...

ya know i need to thank all of you out there. when i read your messages and journals i get so encouraged. also so many of you are struggling with your own issues and as bad as that makes me feel it...

today is a new day. i hope it is better than yesterday. tomorrow i have a counslor appointment. we have so much to talk about and i hope she can help me get through this rough time. wensday i have to...

what is wrong with me. had a real disappointing day. after treatment and all the hard work, i blew it today. i lied. i lied to my family. i told them that i ate when i didn't and they found out. i...

another busy day. went to the fair grounds with the kids for some fun and prizes and then did housework and went to church. really struggling with things today, real teary and sad. and as you can see...

i spent the day with my oldest daughter today and went shopping. spending time with her was great. i love her so much. i can't believe she will be 18 in january. time went to fast but we are now...